I just got home from the Sig Ep House, and much fun was to be had by all.  Someone told me tonight that I have porn star boobs.  That makes me feel fan-fucking-tastic!  I do love my boobs a lot, so it makes me feel special when other people like them.  Wow, I really do sound like a whore.  I can't help it though if I like my boobs.  At least I take pride of my body, and I love every part of it.  Even if it isn't perfect.

I look back at the times.  And sometimes I just have to wonder what the fuck was I thinking.  This is mostly to the guys I have been with, but there are some other things that I wonder this about.  I am going home this weekend to the ever lovely ICT (gag).  I am seeing 2 plays this weekend.  One for my old high school, they are doing something for all of the old drama kids.  Then one of my friends is in a play at Newman, so, I told him I would go see that.

I think before I skip town though I am going to go visit my grandfather's grave.  I haven't been there in a while, and I have this sudden want to go.  Maybe it was talking about our grandfathes last night with Spexy, Brett, and Casey.  I realized I didn't know him very well, and that makes me want to become closer to my other grandpa.  Even though I am really close.  I go and spen summers with them.  I just wish that when I was younger and did spend the summers with my poppop and mimi that I would have done more for them.  The last summer I spent with them I was so lazy, and that kills me now, because I could have helped out so much more.

I have decided that after college I am moving to New York for a year, and then after that move to Denver.  I love it there so much, and I already go there 4 times a year.  Why not live there? 

I hated my weekend...  That was the highlight.  Ohohoh no it isn't!  I gave a guy a fat lip.  Don't get too close to my face if I don't like you.  I will tell you nicely to leave me alone and then if you don't I will be forced to punch you in the face.  It just so happened I split open his lip and he was bleeding everywhere.  Opps...  I don't care from my past I don't trust guys all that much especially if I don't like you or know you.

I did how ever get to drive my lovely '63 Nova :D!  I love it.  I just don't drive it like I used to though, because of gas prices gone up.  Oh well have a good week everyone.

I do not like the way this election is turning our.  I think I am going to start packing my bags and move to France if Bush wins this election.

I got to see Ian tonight, that was exciting for me.  We had lots of fun this weekend though.  Hehee that is all I am going to say on that one.

I am going home this weekend.  I really don't want to either, but I have too.  My aunt is throwing a supprise party for her creepy husband.  Ick...  He is probably going to ask me if I want to work in his store this Christmas break, and I really don't want to but will probably end up saying yes because I need the money.  Even though he doesn't pay me very well.  He is cheep.

I do how ever get to work on my motorcycle this weekend.  And hopefully I should finish it by Saturday, and if it isn't too cold take it out on Sunday.  My dad was the original owner and bought it durning the war, and brought it back over.  Now I am helping him repair it, something my sister will take no part of, so, after it is done it will be just my dad's and mine.  I am very excited too!  Here is a picture of what it looks like.  After I am done fixing it up I will take pictures of mine.

Isn't she pretty?  She is a '72 Honda.

I was putting together a list of things that I find attractive in a guy and here is what I came up with:

has to be nice
can't be too much of a player
like to flirt
layed back personality
can hold his liqure (I don't want to be able to drink him under the table)
knows how to carry on a conversation
can play an insterment, and not just have it for show
GOOD tattoos are a plus

I will keep adding to the list.  There are a couple guys in some of my art classes that fit this, and I have had my eye on both of them for a while now.  Plus they seem to take interest in me too.  Who know what could happen?